Lazy!

So ya...I've been pretty lazy the last two days. lol To be 100% honest I'm still not over the whole break up thing with me and my ex boyfriend and I'm pretty sure I'm experiencing phases of depression. Some days I just find it impossible to be happy, while others im fine. Everyday I miss him...but I love him so thats to be expected. Honestly, I'm really excited to see the man that God has made just for me...because I was beyond happy with Jason and if Jason wasn't who God has for me...then man I can't even imagine how happy im going to be haha. I've actually really started changing a lot lately. I've never been a fan of the outdoors or day time and i've always prefered rain to sunshine...but lately I'm constantly wanting to be outside and i love the daytime and sunshine lol....strange...i do still enjoy a good rain storm though...as long as it's still a little bright outside. Today I have to go paint lines on a soccer field and I'm soooo not looking forward to that!!! It takes so much time because you have to string everything before you can paint it....and it's a little on the chilly side today so i can't even try to get a tan out of it! lol Yesterday was fun though because I finally got a hair cut...well not cut..just trimmed. It had been a year! lol yes a year! you can't really tell a difference lol but this is me with freshly trimmed hair...

rocking the ku shirt as well!! lol...and yes kansas won yesterday!! rock chalk jayhawk! my night consisted of cutting paper lol...yes cutting paper. i was doing it as a favor for my mom. 250 sheets and it only took me ten minutes!

funn...lol...no not really...but i was able to watch three episodes of criminal minds that I had never watched before...and they were good!! but then when are criminal minds episodes not good? I tried filming a tutorial yesterday but my lighting was awful so there is no point in posting it lol. Hopefully I can get another one up soon though and maybe a montage too! My song of the day/past few months is/has been Your Love Never Fails - Jesus Culture...check it out! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IoezWBPGRAc